The Way I Should Take It

My life isn't perfect... But ya know, through the ups and downs, and spirals and flips... I'm doin just fine. I'm still ok even after arguing with my mom. I'm fine even though I'm grounded. I still smile even though my... Boyfriend? Is a complete confused douche bag. I'm doin alright, even though my life has changed so much. Everyday, I wake up and whisper "thank you" (I really do), and everyday I find myself snapping on someone, or being mad or being stupid over little situations, but then i go to bed at night and smile. I remind myself that everyday I'll face a challenge that I didn't face yesterday. I'll fall, and cry, and wish my life was easier... But I'll get stonger. For so long I've tried to get outta life the easy way... I've tried to MAKE myself happy. I've tried to be the person that I saw in the movies... But life doesn't work that way, Ya know? Life is full of little surprises that you probably don't even notice on a daily basis. I'd be surprised if we even got surprised. I'm A girl with a dream though, and i've learned that the more you love and appreciate life, the more it'll love you back. That's just the way it works. Everyone has a purpose... But everyone also has A CHOICE. What's my choice? My choice is to just sit back, and take life as it was given to me. No shortcuts, no easy-ness... THE WAY I SHOULD TAKE IT. These past 3 weeks have been stressful... but look at me... I'm smiling (;