Im Stressed Outtttttttttt !

Somedays I just wanna run away & hide. I wanna throw my covers over my shoulders and fly to a place where every things better . Where I am... Life is big load of nothing. I feel like every things always my fault. I feel like the biggest teenage bitch in the world! I feel like I don't try hard enough to make the people that mean most to me happy. I feel horrible everyday. I feel like I'm never gonna be good enough. I feel like no ones ever gonna understand. What's wrong with me? What's wrong with my LIFE? Why do I have to wake up everyday & be me? I'd rather not sit infront of this stupid computer and cry, but that's what it has to lead up to I guess. I can barely type right now. Lol it sucks. I'm not the person everyone wants me to be, but I'm really trying. I'm trying to be a perfect student, an athletic daughter, a gorgeous perfect big sister, and an amazing girlfriend... I really am. But I can't. I'm stressed outtttttttttt! I need a break. I need everything to slow down for a minute so I can catch up. I'm so overwhelmed. I just can't keep up.