Well... here we are. Back at square one when I THOUGHT I was at LEAST at square 100. Sorry if i'm not the girl you want me to be. I'm jsut not like other girls. I can break it down for you if you want? Ok...
Well, i'm the girl that tries to smile when theirs a million things wrong, because everyone expects me to be strong. I'm the girl that drains the milk off her spoon before she takes a bite of her cereal. I'm the girl that runs into something the second i blink my eyes. I'm the girl that laughs when i fall even if it hurt. I'm the girl that sleeps when she's stressed, and cries when she's mad. I'm the girl that dreams about her dreams. I'm the girl that stands infront of the mirrior and practices what I'm going to say when I don't think it's gonna come out right. I'm the girl that has burping contests, and wrestles with her brothers, but can throw on a skurt that rides to my thigh and stand on a track to scream at some sweaty boys and a wild crowd. I'm the girl that gets jealous when someones texting my boyfriend. I'm the girl that is a TOTAL complete bitch to the people I can't stand. I'm the girl that tells my mom about the good things going on in my life, and keeps the bad things a secret. I'm the girl that's sleeping with a bear my ex boyfriend gave to me a while back when I miss him. I'm the girl that sings not only in the shower, but in the kitchen with a cooking spoon while I'm SUPPOSE to be doing the dishes. I'm the girl that screams in her pillow when she's annoyed, and stays completly silent when she's sad. I'm the girl that believes self image is important. I'm the girl with a future and a past. I'm the girl that kisses my brothers on the cheek when their sad and tells them that everything gets better. I'm the girl that will babysit your kids, but complain about staying home with my siblings. I'm the girl that struggles in school. I'm the girl that falls in love... Then falls out. I'm the girl that's always trying to make the class laugh. I'm the girl who actually cares what people say about her. I'm the girl with tiny hands, and big feet. I'm the girl with perfect hair, and horrible skin. I'm the girl that works hard, but complains along the way. I'm the girl with a big heart, but a small attention span. I'm the girl that's laughing at my own jokes, that starts to laugh even harder because no one else is laughing. I'm the girl that gives my mom anything she wants, and appreciates everything she does. I'm the girl that can't cook even if i follow the directions on the box. I'm the girl that knows excatly how to piss somebody off. I'm the girl that everyone comes to when they need advice. I'm the girl that can help everyone with their problems, but can barely fix my own. I'm the girl that hates being told what to do. I'm the girl that doesn't know how to keep her mouth closed at the times she probably should. I'm the girl that doesn't learn from her mistakes. I'm the girl that can sit infront of a video game for hours straight without food. I'm the girl that dresses in what i'm comfortable in. I'm the girl that doesn't get affected by peer pressure. I'm the girl that's standing in line complaining about how long it'll be until my turn. I'm the girl that wants to give back to the world one day. I'm the girl that believes change starts with one person. I'm the girl that laughs at naive people and says "KARMAS A BITCH". I'm the girl that was bullied in elemantry. I'm the girl that has been the bully. I'm the girl that is extremely mature for her age. I'm the girl that found herself through writing. I'm the girl with the HUGE house, but broke as a joke unless i ask my mom and dad for money. I'm the girl that tries to be better than everyone else. I'm the girl that tries NOT to be better than everyone else. I'm the girl with a goal. I'm the girl that stays confused. I'm the girl that can go to sleep at 9 O'Clock at night and STILL wake up at 12 in the afternoon. I'm the girl that things before she does. I'm the girl that is good at talking infront of large crowds. I'm the girl that can hold a conversation. I'm the girl that hates change. I'm the girl that has a dream, but doesn't even know where to start. I'm the girl that prays almost every night. I'm the girl that has been called a slut because i have alot of guy friends. I'm the girl that has never even had sex. I'm the girl that's different... I'm the Girl that no one regrets meeting. I'm Shayla Diamond Capri Zion.
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