This Isn't A Love Poem

This isn't a love poem, it's way beyond that, the rythming may be wrong, and probably the format. But today I believe there's some things you should know, I'm not sure if it makes sense, so read CAREFULLY while i go.
Your voice is so content, and I swear there's nothing better. Our Conversations flow like this poem or a letter. But now that i've stopped hearing it my life is not the same. Since I've been stuck in this storm all I hear is rain.
Your kisses make me forget about gravity while my feet loose solid ground. My last kiss wasn't you... No wonder sidewalk was all I found.
School just isn't the same without your hands tangled in mine. I miss stopping by your locker, wishing life gave us more time.
Your new girl may be beautiful, she may just be the best, but who is she at the end of the day? Put her to the test.
She's not the girl you laugh with, or the girl that knows you best. She's not the girl that reminds you that your more amazing than the rest.
She's not the girl you can text all day without a bit of bore. She's not the girl who asks what's wrong, and sheds your feelings to the core.
She's not the girl you talk about, the one that knows your dreams. She's just the girl with a pretty face... nothing like she seems.
She's not the girl that tells you everything, kinda like a friend. She's not the girl that told you she'll be here till the very end.
She's not the girl you kiss good-bye, the one you always think of. She's not the girl that holds your hand... The girl you really love.
I'll Deal with what you've chose to choose, and act like everythings fine. But lets be real, I'm in love with you... wait... did i just cross the line?
I'll deal with what I'm given... Even if it's not you. I still wonder if you miss me, the same way I do.
I guess this is how things are... But are they ment to be? And in the end this STUPID paper became a love poem as you see...