Right Now I'm Kinda Confused ... I Don't Have A Boyfriend WHY ? I Don't Even Know ... I Hate To Admit It , But I Truly , Honestly , Without A Doubt Love That Kid . I've Loved Him From The Day He Walked Up To Me . I've Loved Him From The SECOND He Smiled . So Why Am I Just Giving Up On Him You Ask .. ? Well ... Because He's Giving Up On Me . The Way He's Been Acting Just Isn't For Me . I Know I May Say Crazy Things , & Get WAY To Jealous , But That's Just Me . I'm Not Saying It's ALL His Fault , Cause I Know I Mess Up Alot , But I'm Saying He Never Takes Notice In His Mistakes ... I RARELY Get A "Sorry" With Him . Moving On Is The Hardest Thing To Do , But Also The SMARTEST Thing To Do . I Feel Like He's Different Though ... I Feel Like He's Not A Big Ole Made Up Lie Like Every Other Boy . There's Something Different About Him . The Way He Makes Me Feel Is ... BETTER . He's The Boy In The Movie That Everyone Tells You To Watch Out For , But It's Hard Not To Fall In Love With His Charm . It Was Like He Was MADE For Me . We Argue , & Disagree , & Drive EachOther CRAAAAAZZZZYYY , But It's All For One Reason ... Yah , That's Right . That Word Thats Dangerous ... L O V E . You Never REALLY Know If You Love Someone Until You Look Back On It , & Let Me Tell Ya , I Had NO Clue What Love Was . An Adult Would Probably Read This Like "What ? Your Like 15 ... How Can You Love Someone ?" Well ... I've Figured Alot Out In All My 15 Years Of Living , & I Know How I Feel When I Feel It . I've Loved My Family For 15 Years , & If I Didn't Then What's That Feeling I Have Called ? ... That's What I Thought (;
Well Anyways I Kinda Miss Him Already , & It's Only Been A Day . I Just Wanna See Him Right Now At This Very Second & Kiss His Perfect Lips , But ... I Can't . It Sucks . I Just Refuse To Be With Someone That Doesn't Deserve Me . So Who Knows If We'll Ever Be Back Together ... Who Knows If He Even CARES We're Broken Up , But Time Can Only Tell . I'm Not Begging Him To Change , & I Never Will . If He Decides To Be The Kinda Person He USE To Be By His Own Choice Then I'll Accept That , But Until Then ... I'm Sticking With My Gut . I Hope He Misses Me Though ... Cause I Miss Him . I Kinda Need My Boyfriend Back Soon Though . The Boyfriend That Was My BEST Friend , The One That Made Me Laugh & Smile , & Was Pure Perfection ... I Need THAT Boyfriend Back ... If I Have To Move On Though I Will ... Things Change . Moving On Is Just Part Of Life . There's Other Fish In The Sea ... But I'm Not Sure There's Anyone Like Him ?
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