A letter to all the blind boys:Dear dummy,
I think you're beautiful. I think you're the best thing that has ever walked this big round earth. You're everything I've always wanted... But I'm something you haven't noticed. Why am not enough for you? You tell me how great I am and Im supposedly the only one you "talk" to, but we're not together? You post pictures with and of other girls, you text every pretty girl in your phone, and talk about everything but me... Well why am I not the one you post pictures with or of? We take enough and you have enough of me... Why am I not the only girl you text? We hold a steady amazing conversation all day... Why don't you constantly talk about me? You hang out with all those other girls more than you even LOOK at me. I'm not your blonde hair blue eyes kinda girl, or your cheerleading beauty... And I'm mad I can't be. I really am. But isn't there something you want more? Beyond all the prettiness?... Oh wait... Your a guy. I don't think you'll ever love me. I don't think you'll ever look at me and say "You are the most beautiful girl in the whole world and I love you"... I don't think you'll ever put me in your twitter bio and tell your friends that you're in love. I don't think you're ever gonna tell me I don't have to have perfect hair and the perfect body to be perfect. I don't think I'm ever gonna be the only one you text Goodmorning and say cute things to. I'm never gonna be like the other girls that have you. They're PERFECT. And I'm... Well me. But if there's something I could tell you it'd be that I don't want you to waste my time... Stop telling me how great I am when all your gonna do is hurt me with having other girls. We're not together... You're not my boyfriend... So if you care about me as much as you say you do explain why we're just "talking"? There's no way you care about me... There's no way you love me... You can't even make things official. You can't even open your eyes and see how amazing I can be. You can't even live up to the words you speak. Maybe I'm just as dumb as dumb as you.
Love,
A dumb girl.
Do you feel like that? Have you ever felt like that? Don't ever settle... I once was told by an old boyfriend these words: "I know that we're not together anymore, but I know how beautiful you are, and if the boy you love doesn't remind you as much as HR should and make you feel better than any other girl... There's someone better out there." And I've always remembered those words... Someone out there thinks your amazing. Blind guys are everywhere. But don't worry because there's a big percentage of guys that have PERFECT vision. Always remember that you have a choice. A choice to stick around and be nothing to someone who's your everything, or a choice to walk away and be happy. It's hard... But its possible. Always remember that your someone 's perfect girl.
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