Am I Allowed To Cry On New Years Eve ... ? Is That OKAY ? It Can't Be ... Some Way To Start Off A New Year Huh ? As I Sit Here With Tears Only Accompanying Me I'm Trying To Remember The Reason I Feel This Way ... But I Can't ? I Don't Even Know Why I'm Sad ... Or Mad ? Or ... What Am I ? I Feel Like I'm Mad Because Of Everyone I Know . I'm Mad At My Friends For Not Texting Me Anymore . I'm Mad At My Mom & Dad For Arguing Like This Is Their Last Day . I'm Mad At My Siblings For Stressing Me Out . I'm Mad At The Mail Man For Riding So Flawlessly Past My Mailbox Everyday & Smiling At Me Like Life Is Perfect . I'm Mad At The Place I Use To Live In For Becoming The Way It Is Which Became The Reason I Moved . I'm At God For Letting Me Feel Like This . I'm Mad At Everyone That Has Put Me As Nothing In There Head . I'm At Everyone ... I'm Mad Because I'm Mad ... </3 Hopefully This Is Just A Bad End For 2011 . I Hope It Doesn't Carry On To The Next . Lets Hope ... Lets Pray . Amen .
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